Lots of Visitors and A Big Step

Taylor started the day with her physical therapists. They placed her in a seated position with her feet off the bed and her back up straight. She responded to verbal commands to turn her head left or right which greatly surprised the therapists. She then was visited by the two members of the respiratory team accompanied by two speech pathologists. They worked on making her tracheotomy more comfortable for her. The speech therapists asked Taylor to open her mouth, stick out her tongue and then to close her mouth and she obeyed each command which again surprised the therapists. While the four of them were in the room the attending physician and his team of residents came in on rounds. At that point there were about 10 professionals in the room plus Taylor and me. After they all left Taylor’s occupational therapists came in and tried to get Taylor to move her arms around but by this time Taylor was done performing. Later that day Taylor was seen by one of her doctors to examine her surprising behavior reported by the different therapists.

By responding to commands Taylor has taken a big step since this behavior is the first time she did something beyond her original prognosis. This greatly changes the treatment program we will put Taylor in and we are excited by her continued progress.

This Seems Quite Familiar

Taylor is storming on a regular basis. Basically most of the time she is awake, she is storming.

What it looks like is she moves her arms up from her side towards her head, sometimes to the side, sometimes straight up. Her legs kick to the side and up and down and her head turns from side to side. These aren’t violent movements. They are sometimes smooth and slow and sometimes jerky.

What it feels like is rigid for periods then loose. She is flexing her muscles so much that she breaks out into a sweat, which is problematic because it causes her heart monitoring electrodes (pads stuck to her chest) to come off. Sometimes her actions are so strong that you are amazed at how much force she is exerting.

As I sit next to her observing this for hours, I can’t help to think that I have seen Taylor do this before. Anyone with a new born baby knows what I’m talking about since this is the exact behavior they display. The literature says that brain injury storming lasts for an average of 74 days. This is also similar to how long newborns have these same random movements. After the first three months newborns start to move in  more purposeful way.

Of course, since Taylor is an adult, it is not exactly the same as newborn movements. For one thing, Taylor is not as fat as a sumo wrestler like she was when she was one month old. This means her limbs have a much greater range of motion. Judging by her grimaces, she also does not seem to be enjoying it as much this time around, perhaps because she is breathing through an uncomfortable tube stuck into her neck. There are also many dangers associated with storming for hours that are not thought to affect newborns. These dangers stem from the effects of prolonged rigorous exercise and include hypertension, high heart rate, and dehydration, to name a few. In Taylor’s case, it is causing her to lose weight and need much more water to stay hydrated. It is like she is running a marathon every day.

Also unlike a newborn, the treatment for this behavior is different. While a newborn gets no treatment, Taylor occasionally gets Morphine to calm her down. As a parent, it is a difficult thing to OK the use of such drugs on a regular basis, but it can be equally difficult to watch her flexing herself into a sweat for hours on end.

Since newborns and severe brain injury patients both exhibit what appears to be the same behavior, I wonder if this is the way the body makes connections from the nervous system to the brain. Perhaps these connections are damaged in Taylor’s case and she has to go through the same process a newborn goes through to familiarize her body to her brain?

So Much Love

Taylor has so much love. Earlier today, three of the nurses came in and braided her hair in two pony tails on each side of her head. As they did, they talked about braiding and when they last did it with their own hair. The nurses are incredibly compassionate to all their patients but clearly they were doting on Taylor. She continues to receive cards in the mail and notes of support on this site that we read to her. Her dorm mates came by again today and spent time with her hanging out and letting her know how much she is missed. They put her glasses on her and she looked nerd cute. In addition, local friends of her parents came by to say, “hi.” All this activity helps Taylor by filling her room with faces and sounds that are familiar and are very much appreciated. During all of these events, Taylor opened her eyes and took in the events calmly and seemed fascinated by what was happening.

We are searching for a Rehabilitation facility to take on the next stage of
Taylor’s healing. We are looking at programs specifically designed around Taylor’s stage of recovery (Disorders of Consciousness) and are searching nationwide to find the best care possible.

Planning for LA, Baby Steps

Each day Taylor makes baby steps towards her recovery. The changes are subtle but consistent. Lately she seems able to move her head left and right to see more of the action in the room. These movements take several minutes to observe as they are very slow.

Kit and I are preparing for the move to Los Angeles. We are researching and contacting different Neurological Rehabilitation Centers to find the best one for Taylor.

Sitting, Moving Slowly

Slowly and steadily, Taylor is getting better each day. Today, she had a lower and more controlled heart rate, and she is becoming more expressive. You can see if she likes a type of music being played and possibly the topics of conversation by the expression on her face. She gets a frown or sometimes a slight smile.

She was propped up in a chair for a few hours today which was really exciting to see her out of bed. Here is a pic:

Sitting in Chair

One Procedure Down, One To Go

Taylor had a procedure today to help her get fed in a more comfortable way. Tomorrow morning she will get another procedure called a tracheostomy to allow the doctors to remove the breathing tube from her mouth, which will make her much more comfortable.

As Taylor has been off Propofol for a while now, we are seeing a lot more activity from her. Last night she had the behavior of a sleeping person. Eyes closed, still most of the time, occasionally moving around a bit. Today she is acting like a really groggy person waking up from a deep sleep. She opens her eyes and stares, stretches some, then goes back to sleep. She also gets really annoyed when the nurse has to do things she doesn’t enjoy like clearing her throat and lungs. Generally she seems a bit pissed off and for good reason, as she is pretty uncomfortable right now. Her awareness of the situation is still an improvement over a few days ago so we are taking it as a good sign.

Consciousness Catch 22

Standing around Taylor’s room all night checking out the equipment caused some awareness of the big picture of consciousness recovery. Here are the basics of consciousness recovery:

Intubation – is inserting a breathing tube in the mouth that has two functions. First, it allows easy hookup to a breathing machine which may be needed if the unconscious patient can’t breath on their own. Second, it has a balloon mid tube that is inflated to help block the airway to prevent fluid from seeping into the lungs. The balloon also keeps air forced into the lungs from going up into the mouth and sinus.

Ventalator – This is a programmable breathing machine that helps patients breathe. It has two main modes. Fully regulated breathing mode pushes air into the lungs at a specified rate and duration. Assisted breathing mode detects the patient’s breathing and assists by adding air when the patient inhales.

Sedation – is needed for two reasons. First it prevents patients from having continued gag responses caused by the intubation. Secondly it prevents patient initiated breathing from fighting the ventalator. Fighting the ventalator occurs when the patient is not able to initiate their own breaths in an effective way, either by breathing too short and shallow or to big and long when the body needs steady full breaths.

Catch 22

Because the patient is unconscious they are intubated and placed on a ventelator, which causes the need for sedation, which renders the patient unconscious. How are they ever supposed to become conscious if they are always sedated?

The clinical answer to this question, currently in practice with Taylor, is they are taken off sedation each day to see if they wake up. However this method makes a few assumptions that may not or may not be true on a case by case basis.

It assumes the patient is going to wake up quickly after the sedative is removed. Typically a patient is taken off sedation for less than an hour while a neurological test if performed. This means the patient is sedated 95+ percent of the time. If a patient is slow to wake, for instance if they take several hours to slowly come to consciousness, then this method won’t get to that point.

It also assumes the patient is not harmed by the sedative while their neurological system is healing. The assumption is that because the sedative does not show any neurological side effects in patients with normal brain function then it should have no effect on patients with healing brain functions.

Tracheostomy To the Rescue

The situation described above applies for patients who don’t wake up after the first one to two weeks. After that point a Tracheostomy comes to the rescue by taking the tube out of the mouth and into the windpipe through the front of the neck. Taylor is scheduled for one of these tomorrow (3/2/2014). This allows the patient to come off the sedative as it’s much more comfortable for the patient than intubation. The challenge is that by this time the patient’s neurological healing has mostly taken place.

Products That Would Help

Blood Oxygenater – To help this situation it would be great to have an alternative way to oxygenate blood. If a magic box cold be placed next to Taylor that would supplement her lungs ability to oxygenate her blood… that would be great.

Throat Clearer – to avoid pneumonia caused by fluids entering the windpipe it would be great to have a light weight soft device that would sit in the throat comfortably and clear any fluids before they enter the lungs.

Although these products may sound far fetched and I don’t have any idea how to make them, I am sure someday they will exist. Doctors and Nurses today are completely comfortable with days and even weeks long sedation for recovering patients, but someday we may look back and wonder how long term sedation to help recover consciousness ever made sense.

A Long Day With A Silver Lining

It is only 4PM EST but it already seems like a really long day. Exciting things started around 3:30 in the morning when the nurse was helping her out. Taylor lifted her hand in a very calm way with a straight wrist and moved it towards her face. She then moved it back just as calmly to her side. She has moved her hand before but in an involuntary and shaky way. This movement was smooth and amazing to watch. When I told the team about the event on rounds this morning their eyes got big.

Taylor then had lots of guests from MIT. Her friends amazed us with stories about Taylor. It’s becoming clear that Taylor has a very full social and work life that included many incredibly talented people.

Taylor had two neurological exams today. In both she did more than was expected! She showed reflex responses to tests including blinking and slight movement of her hands in response to touching her face. These results are an improvement over similar tests she had no response to just a few days before.  We all know Taylor likes to do well on tests and it looks like she is still giving it her all.